ten reasons I hate flow (and why i’m teaching it anyway)

Yoga flow is so popular it might be THE most popular type of yoga class in America.However, I have my quibbles - which I'll share here!First: what is yoga flow?Yoga "flow" isn't very concretely or explicitly described in the mish-mash, hugley historied, highly varied body of yoga practice. But in general, most "flow" in yoga parlance means moving relatively fluidly from one asana (pose) to the next. This can be done slowly and in low-intensity poses or a class so vigorous and strenuous the practice begins to look like gymnastics. And of course - anything in between.In America, yoga "flow" is often associated with vigorous, sweaty, aerobic movements. It tends toward aerobics. There can be a very fitnessy tone to all of this - some classes pump up the volume with 120 bps pop hits and lots of "push yourselves!" languaging from instructors. That kind of thing.Here's why I've hated flow - and then I'll tell you why I've ended up offering it anyway:One: yoga flow isn't accessible.I dislike the broad-stroke use of "accessible" these days but, the point applies here.So let's take students who want a very swift moving, sweaty class where they get up and get down and all that. Your average flow student.Well, those activities are prohibitive to many, many practitioners.You could INVITE anyone at all to such a class and tell them to rest when they need to - but they are likely going to feel left out, frustrated, or even embarassed.I know what you're thinking: "Oh, just design an accessible flow." But no - you can't just slap the word "accessible" on a class and make it so.A sweaty, fast, athletic flow and a truly accessible class - where everyone has the time, care, and attention to succeed in each asana - are just diametrically opposed. End of story.Two: flow sacrifices alignment.This is deeper and more subtle than you might thinking. Let's take pristhasana - lizard pose. In lizard pose we come into a deep lunge with our hands on the inside of the forward leg. Back leg can either be lifted, or knee-down.In lizard many people think the goal is to get their forearms to the ground. So this means they will let the knee travel well past the foot to get that front thigh and hip lower, or they'll let the forward leg fall open for the same effect.Some teachers would call that "cheating" the pose but I think that's a crummy thing to say.It isn't that it's "wrong" to let the knee travel, or to let the hip open so you can get foreamrs closer to teh ground. It's just a really different benefit and strength exercise than if you're setting up pristhasana in a more traditional way. Keeping the knee in alignment and welding the front shin to the front arm is very hard work - but it's beautiful work for the thighs and pelvic floor.In a slower class, there are opportunities to gently remind students of these possible elements. In…

fitspo has gotta go. here’s why:

Toxic fitness culture or “fitspo”, contrary to popular belief, doesn’t inspire us to do better, be better, or even to take care of ourselves.It instead invites us into harmful hierarchies.Fitspo encourages us to constantly measure ourselves against the “ideal” - thin, athletic (or strong), white (or aligned with Whiteness), young, able-bodied, depoliticized - and affluent or wealth-adjacent.Fitspo can be seductive, because who doesn't want to be part of the in-crowd? This is all the true if you’re in one or more of the classes invited into the (temporary) rewards - if you’re young, thin, athletic/strong, wealth-adjacent, etc. If you fit into the fitspo metric at any time of your life, it's hard to voluntarily relinquish it's hold.Fitspo does more harm than can be summed up in a blog post. One of the worst things fitspo does, is encourage us to purchase experiences rather than commit to constructive personal and communal health practices. We become self-absorbed by our own bodies, our own abilities, our CrossFit identity - what-have-you. We lose sight that we are interconnected. We stop looking around the room to ask - Who isn't here, and why? Who is not feeling welcome - and why?Fitspo is one reason people and other marginalized individuals stay away from gyms and exercise classes - whether they want to attend or not, they feel distinctly unwelcome. And why wouldn’t they? They’ve been told their whole lives they are less-than, lacking - or even disgusting.This has to change.More harmful still, fitspo is the reason that even if people allow themselves a movement or physical practice - they strain, push themselves, and try to “get the most out of it”.That striving becomes habituated and soon people come to loathe physical exercise.***I once saw an influencer ask, “Would you be so excited about ‘clean eating’ and your workouts if you weren’t allowed to publicly post about them?”Because fitspo is not just hierarchal - it is performative.That is some weak shit. It will let you down.Fitspo is everywhere around us - and enforced by white supremacy and capitalism - but it’s also astonishingly easy to dismantle.You can invest in something a lot deeper. Over time, fitspo becomes more and more irrelevant in your day-to-day. You are then far more likely to take even better care of your mind, your body – and start doing deeper work in your community.Each of us has the power - and the responsibility - to overthrow fitspo. You can start small, if it’s too scary to start big!It's a wonderful upgrade!I believe in you.***More: "fitspo: what is it, and why does it matter?" (also note the tag "yoga" yields almost all physical/asana work - no mention of ethics, social observances, pranayama, philosophy, or history. But those are topics for another day!)Who is welcome, in the fitspo world?Youthful, slim, athletic (strong), racially and socioeconomically statused individuals are seen as more worthy and more desirable than their counterparts.Fitspo ties in with our race, our age, our body shape and size, our socioeconomic class. You…

fitspo: what is it, and why does it matter?

This month I'm going to be writing about toxic fitness culture - what I call fitspo. It's important, and hopefully by the end of the post you'll agree with me.What is fitspo?The moniker "fitspo" comes from the instagram tag for "fitness inspiration". Another interchangeable phrase: toxic fitness culture."Fitness" and even "wellness" in America generally means:slimable-bodied (or "inspirationally" disabled)youthfulathletic/strongwhite and/or light-skinneda "positive mindset"affluent or giving the appearance of wealth and easeA simple "yoga" tag search for on Instagram, currently our largest social media platform, is illuminating (notice - even the illustrations are skinny!): (also note the tag "yoga" yields almost all physical/asana work - no mention of ethics, social observances, pranayama, philosophy, or history. But those are topics for another day!)Who is welcome, in the fitspo world?Youthful, slim, athletic (strong), racially and socioeconomically statused individuals are seen as more worthy and more desirable than their counterparts.Fitspo ties in with our race, our age, our body shape and size, our socioeconomic class. You can't really separate fitspo from patriarchal and white supremacist constructs.But perhaps more than anything else, fitspo incorporates and supports ableism.What is ableism?Ableism places "well" bodies, "healthy" bodies, and able-bodied individuals as morally, ethically, and pedagogically superior to sick, unhealthy, or disabled individuals.I don't need to be a disabilities scholar to spell this one out.We all know ableism is real, if we are honest.If we haven't felt ableism's sting - well, that is probably because we've been operating from our own little bubble. If we haven't been excluded or maligned, that's because we fit in, in some way or other.For instance I'm white; most fitness influencers you see out there, certainly the ones who get acclaim and book deals et cetera - most of them are white. So my entire life, I've been in the "in crowd" - at least with regards to race - in the fitness and fitspo world.I am also able-bodied (at this time in my life) - so again, experiences like mine are spotlighted and held up as the "norm".In other ways, I don't fit in so much. I'm old (at least according to the fitness world) and I'm fat, so in that sense I'm definitely sidelined. (I happen to currently be very strong and bendy - but most people don't expect that, just by looking at me). I'm nonbinary, and boy oh boy are we excluded from discourse - everywhere!It should go without saying: we shouldn't have to be young, fit, thin - any of those things - to be included, welcomed, and supported in the physical movements space.Aren't you making a big deal of nothing? Isn't it a good thing, to want to be in shape?Sure! Kinda.There is nothing wrong with working to be stronger, more mobile, and have more energy reserves. There is nothing inherently wrong with a workout!In fact for the vast majority of human bodies, movement practice is recommended. But be careful.Fitspo can still sidetrack you - even if you have the best of intentions!Because remember: fitspo is above all about hierarchy, and…

profit & loss, little switch yoga 2023

I am so proud to say - and so glad to UNIQUELY say it! - that I am sharing my Profit & Loss report for little switch yoga here at year end.To be honest, I have never seen another yoga teacher or studio do this.As usual, I'm a bit of a trailblazer!Now.I am not sharing this to receive business or financial advice.I am sharing this, to give you further insights as to what I'm building!Little Switch will turn one year old, in about a month and a half.Even though I'm not yet making a living wage, I am very happy with how it's going.Please do read on, as this will orient you well to my vision!***2023 REVENUE for little switch yoga:$2,674.00 YOGA EXPENSESRent, props (including a large investment for blankets and blocks), insurance, registration, print materials, and professional development:$1,850.96 TIPS$117.00 NET PROFIT BEFORE TAXES (my wages including tips): $940.04 # of classes taught for little switch (57)+# admin hours (85.5)= hours worked: 142.5number of student-hours served: 250 --------------- $ per hour: $6.60(I did not include gas, my yoga clothes, tea and food in my Expenses this year)I know what some of you might be thinking."If you aren't yet making a living wage yet, why are you offering free yoga*?"First you should know: in my work for Ompractice, I DO in fact get paid a living wage. The numbers above, are reflective of my LOCAL yoga group. What this means is, my total yoga earnings are helping keep my spirits up as I try to build something self-sustaining here in the Harbor.But it's true, when it comes to my local practice I'm not paying myself first. Not yet!I am giving yoga scholarships, and it is also true that I am purchasing props as well (rather than paying myself).You may have also noticed I am not purchasing the cheapest props out there.For instance, instead of buying polyester blankets (like you'll find in most studios), I bought 100% cotton. I am using cloths I made myself, instead of disposable wipes. That kind of thing.THIS IS ALL BY DESIGN, BY INTENTION.I am creating a sustainable, joyful community.It takes money and time but it really, REALLY takes a lot of thinking, designing, and polling of my students, that kind of thing.I'm proud of myself (and grateful to my partner) for keeping these records through 2023.And I am REALLY proud of what I've built for the funds I've had.In fact, most entrepreneurs don't make ANY hourly wage in their first year!I've done this WHILE building something fantastic. You only have to come to class - or share tea afterwards - to see what I mean.I have a stellar reputation, a wonderful community, and in 2023 I always have had at least one student in my class (whew!) - and I have carefully created an amazing prop library, WHILE paying rent to a local, independent business owner!That said -It's time to move into 2024!How you can help:At this time, I don't need advice on how to market, or how…

mean girls (or boys, etc) don’t belong in yoga

I've been practicing yoga about twenty-one years. I'm an old hat.I've been to lots of classes - hundreds. And I've seen all kinds of behaviors from students and teachers alike!But two of the worst behaviors I've seen, I re-experienced rather recently:Snobbery and exclusion.Yes, I attended a class where the instructor and the regulars didn't make eye contact, ignored my presence, and rebuffed my general friendliness.As practiced as I am - and as good as I am at finding joy on the mat - I left feeling dispirited and unwelcome.So.Here's the thing!Social engagements are tricky. What someone might experience as snobbery from a class regular could be a regular who is shy, uncomfortable with new people - that kind of thing. So even with my recent unsavory experience, I'm keeping an open mind. Gee I sure FELT unwelcomed, but perhaps I misread the vibe.But yes - it goes without saying there ARE people - including instructors - who are simply unwelcoming. They're not likely to be reading this post and they're not likely wanting to change.I'm not here trying to change THEM.I'm trying to help US build a better yoga community!So here are some actions we can take to make sure we aren't a yoga "mean girl" (/boy/genderqueer person, etc).Learn about the specific purpose (and/or level) of the class.Even terms like "beginner", "intermediate" and "advanced" are hard for a new practitioner to interpret. So as a class regular, your job is to understand and, when you represent the class (for instance, sharing on social media) to describe the class accurately.If you're a student in a class, take note of the class itself - which starts with the instructor. What is the instructor's vibe, attitude? Are they hushed and reverent? Are they feathery and New Agey? Are they athletic and aggressive? Are they strong, gorgeous, witty, urbane and playful? (that last one's me!)As an example: my Sunday group class is listed as "for all bodies". This means ALL bodies are welcome as I can accommodate anyone who shows up with a pulse. (And if I have trouble, you know I will research and do better next time!). So for instance in my class if a student can't or doesn't want to attempt an asana, I include them verbally, with optional instruction, and I include them physically by mirroring their body.Take note of the class accommodations and setting. Is the environment a calm one (private and peaceful), or a fairly active one (say, in a gym)? Are yoga props not only used but encouraged? Does the instructor have a plan - or do they wing it? Is the class an active, strengthening one - or more down-regulating? Does the class include meditations, chanting, or readings?The sooner you as a student begin to pay attention to the different types of yoga classes, the better you can represent and (if need be) orient new attendees.Remember: new people are intimidated.If you've been practicing a while you probably know that yoga is not all that intimidating. The…

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Agni Hogaboom of Little Switch Yoga, Grays Harbor Aberdeen, WA

i am not a “good vibes only” yoga teacher

If we only practice yoga to lose weight or get those toned abs we are not only being a fair-weather friend to yoga, we are being a fair-weather friend to ourselves.

why I don’t say “namaste” at the end of class

"Namaste" doesn't mean what many white American yoga teachers say it means: "The Light Within Me Honors The Light Within You". It actually means something more like, "greetings to you", or even "'sup?"

yoga didn’t heal my body image, but teaching yoga did

I didn't want to write a post about my body image - ever, really! - but here we are. My terms of reluctance are legion: first, the cultural conversation seems over-saturated, often surface-level, full of the same platitudes and (increasingly) commercialized languaging. Secondly, as a white American voices like mine are over-represented in health and wellness spaces. Why should I add my thoughts? Who would be interested in hearing them, anyway? But it goes deeper than that. I'm tired of the body image conversation.  A conversation I haven't even dipped my toe in! I'm tired. Let's be real: I'm exhausted from watching the Diet and Wellness Industrial Complex shoehorn the sacred constructs of self-care and self-love into programs selling weight-loss subscriptions, quack remedies, diet programs and foodstuffs, and flat tummy teas. In fact the other day Facebook so kindly showed me a fat loss ad using the phraseology: "I've learned my inability to release weight is a trauma response." Reader, that headline alone made me feel D-O-N-E. Nothing more disgusting than telling a trauma victim it's their own fault they can't be smaller. *** But here's the thing. Under Capitalism - and its little red rover buddies White Supremacy and the Patriarchy - all our bodies are under assault, being sold and sold to, up for grabs. All human and non-human animals are served up, sliced and diced (for billions, literally), commodified in every way and marketed to relentlessly. Now: I didn't set that up. But I have to survive it. And so do you! And just because I'm Tired - Doesn't mean I have nothing of value to add. I deserve to have my say, in the chance maybe - just maybe - I could help someone reading here. Because I know my interests and my goals are far more wholesome than those of Capitalism. *** Some day I'll tell my story of what I am up against. What it was like growing up in my maternal family lineage - surrounded by the women who sang duets and trios with one another about how they needed to lose weight, or how they were "bad" for eating that cheesecake, or how their asses were too fat and their features too unlovely - and the men who encouraged these women to care about this stuff. The men (including my beloved Grandfather) who wanted these women to make themselves smaller, the men who took pains to compliment women when they shrank (physically or socially). Some day I'll tell my story what it was like growing up, crammed into the wrong gender. Because if you think you know how it feels to have your body shape and size policed, growing up trans is a whole 'nother Level. My whole childhood it was "girls" or "boys" and which one was I, har har. I was complimented for any "femininity" of figure and form - I was never given space for my own gender autonomy. "Look at you here," my mother says to me, jabbing…

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